November 2011
3 posts
6 tags
Break Up Poem II
5 tags
Break Up Poem
Anonymous asked: You should write more?
June 2011
2 posts
5 tags
Untitled
I can’t fucking
move.
My body has entered paralysis.
What the fuck
has happened.
My mind is fleeing
and my heart is beating
out of
my chest.
I am out of
my mind.
The noises are driving me mad.
The whining the crying the screaming.
I can hear you
now.
Please stop
now.
Before I suffocate underneath you.
No, it’s too late
now.
Airways are
closing.
Blood is
...
4 tags
The Devil For A Lover
And I am awake, laying next to you.
Boiling sweat trickling down
the small of my back.
Each drop leaving a red trail
behind it.
My skin becomes singed and tight
as your fingertips trace
across the blade of my shoulder.
With your touch I can feel your pulse,
blood brewing inside your veins.
My skin is as hot as yours now,
I can see when I touch you,
the twinge in your eye.
You have...
February 2011
1 post
2 tags
Dreams.
My body aches from your vicious words. You are the Dream Destroyer. Broken shards shattered in my eyes, splintered in my brain. I am no longer real. I try to breathe, but my lungs have shriveled. I try to look, but my eyes can see nothing but white. A white room, with white walls. A small spot on the ground In the very center of the room, My heart. Brutally beaten, Bleeding out. Pulsates. In....
January 2011
2 posts
3 tags
Dear Mom.
Crack me open
and take a peek.
The inside of me
is not what you think.
My heart is a bleeding
mass of nothingness
and you’ve left me dry, motherless.
You’ve disappeared,
vanished from between my fingers.
A stream of vodka and a Vicodin,
still your voice lingers.
Only now do i exist,
with these drugs in my brain.
Ill sit back now, and pour my life down the...
4 tags
The Look.
I catch your stare and you crush me. You take my body and nail me against the wall. My face hits the ground and there’s blood on the floor. I keep my eyes closed & try to lift myself up but I feel it coming as foot and face collide. I’m crying now, bloody tears, as your fist crumbles me, cracking my bones into a million little pieces. Your glare is my crucifixion.
December 2010
3 posts
1 tag
My Mind Is
racing.
running.
sprinting.
falling.
crawling.
hurting.
heaving.
purging.
screaming.
missing.
gone.
3 tags
Today
Today I can breathe. The weight of a thousand worries, lifted off my chest. My shoulders are bare, no longer carrying the world upon them. I am not empty, anymore.
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The Worst Feeling In The World
Wrong.
Wrong.
Everything is wrong
And I am never good enough.
And you are back again.
Unwelcome in my throat
but there you reside,
you sit and fester, and wait for me to
break.
Why do you come,
simply to wreak your havoc
within my mind?
I resent myself
for letting you inside my head.
But there is something about you,
something soothing in
the way you make me feel.
I hold onto...
November 2010
6 posts
3 tags
A Leaf
And she is a leaf.
Her tattered edges,
frayed by memories.
She is cracked- nearly crippled
by passersby, encompassed by her beauty.
They reach for her, touch her,
but they cannot feel her, so they leave her.
Their fingerprints linger on her skin.
Cold water runs through her intricate veins.
The wind blows but she does not move.
She is heavy, weighed down by her heart,
so filled...
4 tags
Eyes
He stares intently, eyes locked. He reads my lips but cannot hear my voice. He is lost. His body aches confusion as I ask him once more, “Do you know why you’re here?” His expression darkens. His hands tremble beneath the bandages. His cracked lips mouth, “Yes.” Eye contact is key with patients like him. Those who are alive but wish they weren’t. Those who tried...
3 tags
My Single Cell
A single room.
A single bed.
A single soul.
A single thought
That landed me here
In my single cell.
I am dwelling
Inconsistently
Among myself.
The bars that contain me
Hold inside the monster.
But that monster,
If only they had known,
Was never me.
Me?
This isn’t me.
A thief.
A prisoner.
A murderer.
I am not,
But the monster is.
So many nights
The monster would say
...
6 tags
Infidelity At Its Finest
Take me.
Break me.
Shake me.
Rape me
With your devestating stare.
I am so easily destroyed.
My lips are sealed shut.
You look beyond me
And see the truth.
Wishful thinking
Gets us nowhere.
So i pretend it’s okay
As i further intertwine
In this web of lies.
He sips his heartache away.
And I’m tangled even deeper.
He tries to escape.
And I’m watching him fall,
...
4 tags
A Nightly Terror
And so I lay here in silence,
With nothing to take me away
To the dream place
Where I belong.
Tossing and turning
Through this endless nightmare,
With only my footsteps behind me.
I watch and wait
For my peaceful mind to grow.
The epicenter of my control
Resides within a single seed,
Of which mutes my demons,
If only for a moment.
So I wait.
And I think
as if no one is listening.
...
4 tags
Voices Of The Inner Schizophrenic
look at me standing.
alone
in this crowded room.
a crowded mind,
a clouded mind.
watch me play host
to the voices inside.
they tell me to hurt.
they tell me to steal.
they tell me to cut
and watch it heal.
these chemicals inside
infect my wounds,
affect my brain
something the doctors
are trying to explain
to me
but i cant see
why these voices want me.
they are dragging...